--Auguries of Innocence, by William Blake
born May 14
a book by Mitch Albom
one of my favourite passages:Lost love is still love. It takes a different form, that's all. You can't see their smile or bring them food or tousle their hair or move them around a dance floor. But when those senses weaken, another heightens. Memory. Memory becomes your partner. You nurture it. You hold it. You dance with it.
for a dearest friend. I hope this helps lessen the pain. =)
Life has to end. Love doesn't.
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Fear.
It keeps you going. And going. And going.
I hope.
Saturday, January 26, 2008
It's january, and for the 1987 babies... it's time to turn 21!!! Omg. so old right. =X
Gonna be out shopping for xue's prezzie later. Abit sad to be going alone la ya, but nvm la, go there and socialise lor.
Very angry with doggies for barking. Driving me mad mad mad. Like should I go get a muzzle later. Ahas. Dunno isit they miss him too. Sighs.
And I discovered that my sis discovered Kindaichi on crunchy roll. Ahas. That's it man. I'm a goner. I love Kindaichi! But I like the older versions, where the lead actor is cuteeeer! Ays.
Must work hard for exams. Must Work Hard For Exams. MUST WORK HARD FOR EXAMS. Peeps jiayou! =) One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...
- Hate That I Love You by Rihanna & Ne-Yo
Thursday, January 24, 2008
KO-ed from the hefty cold last night.
Just woke, and my throat is so very sore.
Still feeling the remnant cold bug in me, but yea, going to work later so can kope medicines. xD
Can't wait for my spree stuff to arrive next week. =D Sadly, papers are on next week too. Can't wait for everything to be over! Gonna go for an early morning jog, then work & maybe a short nap in the afternoon before I officially start studying. =)
Listening to my songs
Lying in bed; Wishing -
Hoping time wouldn't take very long
Under my sheets; Dreaming -
Finding lost Love.
For that, I will be strong.
Feeling relieved. I guess I've been wanting this for the respite it offers us. Trying not to think so much, as much as I want to write alot alot alot. This time there'd be no tears... 'Cept for how I miss you so, for every happy moment that I recall.
Aha, if you even read this, I am leaving Chip in your good hands 'cos he's the dumbass. I suspect you threw them both in the washer though. =X
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
As I left for work this morning, I caught sight of a dead crow/pigeon lying in the grass.If this is some fictitious work then it's probably meant to be some sort of an omen, to warn the reader that something bad is just lurking around the next page(s).Yet, it just evoked many thoughts - how life is short, and that everything has its own cycle; how we should treasure everything, everyone in our life. That sorta feelings.And I couldn't help but think of my Godpa. =) Miss his slurred words, illogical humour and his cheeky grins.Reached the clinic and realised that I had done another dumbass booboo - I had my shirt on inside-out - with the tag like in front. Yikes! No wonder whole world was staring. >.<This promptly reminded me of the other booboo i committed last night. Went to get dar his dinner. Guess what, I parked too close to the damn pillar and couldn't get out. Still kay kiang, and tried squeezing out with the milo and food. I spilt the milo all over me, and a bit in the car. Sighs. In the end, still had to readjust the car. Smartass. Later on in the day I proceeded to almost lose my finger. Was at the clinic preparing medication for one of the patients so I had to cut tablets and somehow, I wasn't careful and 'left' my finger between the scissor blades. Thank goodness the scissors wasn't sharp, and that I didn't exert much strength cutting. Double yikes. Should really stop doing dumb stuff. Argh. On a more serious note, during work I received an sms from Peiwen. Her grandma had passed away so she wouldn't be able to join us girls this weekend (both Sat and Sun). My condolences. Something else happened. =X I hope everything will be alright. Please. For now, it's time to brave it and celebrate mama's 47th birthday! =) I'm on the road
To who knows where?
Look ahead, not behind
I keep saying
There's no place to go
Where you're not there
On your rope, I hold tight
But it's freeing
And I take everything from you
But you'll take anything
Won't you?
Run away, run away
Like a prodigal
Don't you wait for me
Don't you wait for me
So ashamed, so ashamed
But I need you so
And you wait for me
And you wait for me
-Prodigal, by OneRepublic
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Went for his concert yesterday.
It totally blew me brains out. Not to mention it's like my first major concert, so I'm really glad I picked his to go 'cos I really adore him.
It's now 19/01/08, at 9pm... his second concert has just began. I wish I could be there in one of the front row seats, standing and screaming "JIE LUN JIE LUN JIE LUN" haha~
heart just palpitating thinking about the concert - and on the ongoing one... how impressive it is, how funny it's gonna be, oh and how touching his songs are. Sighs.
I'm not a fanatic ya, but i think I am having a serious crush on him. =X
hehe shld be telling you guys the concert details and stuffs but I am too much into swooning to do it now~ shall edit this entry later on i guess.
=D me heart jie lun!
Saturday, January 12, 2008
No. 1 on the list!!!
Can't decide between the "stop procrastinating" one or the "lose weight" de.
But visited Sky's blog and OH MANS the fat ass has started exercising!!! I'd better start before I'm the fat ass. Wahahaha~
So yeps... here are my Resolutions:
1) Lose weight for Chinese New Year. Must look pretty so can eat more during the festive season. =D
2) Procrastinate LESS. Haha, dar I am doing this for you and only you okays. ^^
3) Can't think of anymore lehs. Hmms, try not to break the above two resolutions?
hehe~ wonder how long they will last. >.<
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Another new year.
Gonna be 21 soon. All adultish and grown up.
Been busying myself with projects.
Ruining PM and acing BD.
Really apologetic about the bad PM proj, but am glad everyone enjoyed themselves chionging damn last minute like never before. First time we never completed a project. >.<
Hmms.. Ah Keong has been nice... but with my recent not doing this, not going for that, not attending that.. Feel kinda dui bu qi him. Oh wells. Shall study hard to make up for that and my poor grades. Tomorrow gonna get back the FMRP CA2. Hope it's okay. >.<
Anyways, last month in school le... must treasure the time spent with my classmates. Many things happened though, and sometimes I am at the brink of losing my patience. Oh wells. Ren. Ren. Ren. Be a ninja, babe.
Oh oh oh, and it's the new year, so it's time for RESOLUTIONS. Ah, lazy evey though. Save that for another blog post. =X