damn the rain. i woke up late, 1030am, stoned and slept back again.
now 12 hours later, at 3:30am I woke up. all of a sudden. after a mere 3 hour "sleep". *sighs* Don't know why this happens whenever I need to wake up early the next day. Gonna wakey at 630am to jog. Realised how precious mornings can be if you wakey before the sun rises. I hate it when it's hot and humid.
Couple of stuffs cropped up which are hindering the "design" of my precious room. *sighs* Not exactly happy thoughts. Think happy think happy. Hmms, looking forward to the next KNS outing though. =D Gonna be like this full day event. Mwahahahahas. Will ensure a camwhoring session. Love 'em gals. *kisses*
Still jobless too. Bahs. When can I get a drumset and invite Enchanté dearies over to jammmm. Rars. When can I get $$$ to buy all that stuffs evey is hankering for! When can I go for my next holiday, my next Eurotrip?! BAHS.
Sunday mornings... hmmmmMm. Were meant to be beautiful. Owells. I feel badbadbad. Waiting is a selfish thing, is it not? What if... it's not you? Ohmy. I am so afraid sometimes. I think maybe I am tooooooooo feelings-oriented. Letting my heart rule over my head. Blahs. Am I being silly. I don't know what I'm doing either. *Marge's voice: Hmrhs. Eveyyy! Should learn to take things slowly!!!*
I'm not playing... =((( so hurt hurt hurt.
you're not the only confused one you know.
meanies you. humprhs.
mebbe really shldn't be going out with you that often, for the best of both our interests. *sighs*